Mar 14, 2004 23:19
ME515: hey fine lady...come here often?
super c mac0 1 8: no... actually im new here.
i have a specific reason for being friends with who i am friends with. that is the reason for being friends with rooskies.
im so lost. i have no idea who i am... i couldnt tell you if you wanted to know. i know my name is caitlin. thats it. i dont know where all my energy has gone... i keep finding myself reflecting on my day's events and i keep saying "i would have more fun if i wasnt so tired... next time when im not so tired it will be better"... next time doesnt ever come. for example: the other night at jason's i had 254608 opprotunities to be fun and loud, as he lives in is own apartment. i was so tired i just like sat there. im always tired when i go to timmys and all i wanna do is get up and goof off with him... but i cant. what is happening??
im falling apart.