Heartbroken
I dunno what i should do...
What can i do for my grandpa? How can i make him happy?
I wanna see him smile tomorrow when i reach msia.
I wanna take a picture with him.
I want to share all my joys with him, but i dont know how to...
I can feel that something bad will happen in the one week when im there.
I need to pray for myself to stay strong and be there for him.
I know life is not forever, but, who wouldnt wish to have their beloved ones living healthily and being happy?
My only wish now is to get to see his jovial side and strong side i saw when i was young.
The most vivid memory i have during my childhood days was with him...
He fetched me back from school, he fed me, he went to national day parade with me, he watched the 7am channel 8 news every morning,
it's all memories.. i cant see it again.
Now, he just sit outside the house and stare out or just nap the whole day.. he doesnt want to eat.
How can i help him?
Everytime im back to msia, i asked him if he wanna come out to sg with us,
he would always say, 'soon', 'national day', 'cny', 'with auntie soon',
but it'd been years...
I dont want to believe in the truth,
but i know i just have to accept it.
:'(