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Well i figured it was about time to do something nice for one of my friends... so i bought calla a tattoo.. she really wanted one so i just decided to give her the money for one. It turned out really cute... and at least now she will kinda remember me for at least a while! :) Calla rules... yea thats right.
I also got a new job just so that i could buy christmas presents for everyone... I really want to try to get everyone close to me something nice this year. Its the least i can do.
Sorry caylen for ditching you.. i really didnt mean to at all... :( You should have told me about amber though... i found out today and it made me really sad!
Kris and I had a serious conversation today... I dont know if im quite ready for what he is asking, but i guess ill just have to figure something out. There is a lot of growing up i still need to do and he just wants me to do it way to fast. Maybe im not made for a serious relationship.
Greenz im reallly going to miss you... a lot. I think that reality is starting to set in that my life is actually going to go past high school. There is so many things that im scared of right now i just kind of want to crawl into a hole and just climb out in like 10 years. Im going to miss so many people... I wish that I would be friends with all of you for the rest of my life... but unfotunitaly it seems most of my good friendships have come and sadly gone. Like with the girl that was like my sister for years, all of a sudden i didnt even no who she was... or my best friend that i practically lived with for a whole summer... its just sad to look back and realize that friendships dont always last forever like you would have hoped.
I also got a new job just so that i could buy christmas presents for everyone... I really want to try to get everyone close to me something nice this year. Its the least i can do.
Sorry caylen for ditching you.. i really didnt mean to at all... :( You should have told me about amber though... i found out today and it made me really sad!
Kris and I had a serious conversation today... I dont know if im quite ready for what he is asking, but i guess ill just have to figure something out. There is a lot of growing up i still need to do and he just wants me to do it way to fast. Maybe im not made for a serious relationship.
Greenz im reallly going to miss you... a lot. I think that reality is starting to set in that my life is actually going to go past high school. There is so many things that im scared of right now i just kind of want to crawl into a hole and just climb out in like 10 years. Im going to miss so many people... I wish that I would be friends with all of you for the rest of my life... but unfotunitaly it seems most of my good friendships have come and sadly gone. Like with the girl that was like my sister for years, all of a sudden i didnt even no who she was... or my best friend that i practically lived with for a whole summer... its just sad to look back and realize that friendships dont always last forever like you would have hoped.