"Everyone's changing and I dont feel the same..."

Oct 22, 2005 04:49

As I look at my life from a year ago till now... i realize how much i was actually missing out on. I am surrounded by the best friends that anyone could ask for, a boyfriend that im actually happy with and just happy overall. The only thing i regret is my past and how I did the dumbest things imaginable. Things will pretty much never be the same... but everything happens for a reason, so I suppose there is a reason why I was so stupid...nothing is worth the pain i have caused on you callla and I truely am sorry.

Although I am the happiest i have been in a long time... i do still miss some things from my past. I miss Caylen a lot... we used to be really close and it makes me sad to think about how selfish i was toward her to ruin our friendship... Im sorry to you too caylen I hope we can start hanging out again.

I also have lost contact with meredith... Meredith has always been a good friend and lately we just havnt been talking... I should really work on that, if your mad at me meredith im not sure why and im sure we can work it out.

Well other than that... i have no complaints... it feels good to be happy for a change. Thanks amanda and alyssa for being there for me lately i love you guys! :)
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