Summer finally
well it is summer and like i said eerything is going to get better. and it has. i mean i'm finally getting a bed, were making plans to move and i i'm feeling preety good right about now cept for sometyhing weaired in my neck. finally a bed that isn't a peice of shit. the only problem so far. ITS TO FUCKING HOT. like i don;t even use a blanket anymore. i hate hot weather. i'd rather be cold anyday. at least in cold you don;t have to sweat and smell bad. well exam week is next week and i have only a couple exams. an english exam and a us history exam. if you think lucky chubs only 2 exams i am going to slap you. english i have to write4 essays and for us history i have to write 2 essays, do a DBQ and about 100 multiple choice. i. am. fucked. hardcore. at least i might pass english. i had to do a critical lens essay and she brought my grade up. how much i duno. but i hope it will help me in the long run. other wise i would have to get an 89 on the exam. nope can't do it. lol. its not that i don't have confidence in myself. its jsut i no i can't do it. 4 essay's man i would hate jsut 2 but nope they have to give us 4.
after school on friday i came back stage to see all my senior friends. i can't belive they're all leaveing. i mean i'm had such a good time with them all i don;t want them to go. i was thinking about travis trish cathy walter all of them. i wasn't cryinbg but i was upset. but then someone started singing phantom of the operah and i couldn;t hold it in. i jsut started crying because i remembered angelia renee denise even kevin and conor. all my theatre friends are leaving too... then it hit me. i'm it. i am the last straw to all my friends. there are only a like 2 other seniors that are in our group of friends. i jsut lost it. i'm gunna miss all you guys...travis walter, bruski,angelia, denise,kevin,kayla, renee, andrea, trish, espacially cathy,hell evewn connor. right now its jsut to much to see the people who i have had so much fun with and who have changed my life leave.people say they'll call and h=ang out but they don't cause people have said that to me and haven't. i duno. i gotta go clean my room. goodbye to all the seniors i love and will miss you all
after school on friday i came back stage to see all my senior friends. i can't belive they're all leaveing. i mean i'm had such a good time with them all i don;t want them to go. i was thinking about travis trish cathy walter all of them. i wasn't cryinbg but i was upset. but then someone started singing phantom of the operah and i couldn;t hold it in. i jsut started crying because i remembered angelia renee denise even kevin and conor. all my theatre friends are leaving too... then it hit me. i'm it. i am the last straw to all my friends. there are only a like 2 other seniors that are in our group of friends. i jsut lost it. i'm gunna miss all you guys...travis walter, bruski,angelia, denise,kevin,kayla, renee, andrea, trish, espacially cathy,hell evewn connor. right now its jsut to much to see the people who i have had so much fun with and who have changed my life leave.people say they'll call and h=ang out but they don't cause people have said that to me and haven't. i duno. i gotta go clean my room. goodbye to all the seniors i love and will miss you all