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Time to man up. Time to stop whining and make some decisions in my life. Time to stop procrastinating, to stop putting off the inevitable. Real life is creeping up at a maddening pace. So I have to take tests. So I have to apply to things. What, am I scared of getting rejected, not being number one at everything? That I'll end up at Walgreen's for the rest of my life, having wasted four years and massive amounts of work?
Man, I'm such a nerd.
This is different though, from applying for colleges or scholarships and whatnot. This is real life. This is make or break it. This is pay my student loans off or live at my parents' house for the rest of my life. This is what I motivated myself to get through endless days of work at Walgreen's, hoping that someday I would actually have a job that was satisfying, that I used my brain at.
I feel like even though I dont post that much anymore, there's never anything I really want to write.