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So I have been running around lately having fun and taking care of stuff...but something happened last night and today...and I realized some stuff...I'm really proud of me...sometimes. I mean I'm not perfect...some things are going on that really have me worried. I know that all I can do right now is talk to God, I hope I can get an understanding of what to do. I was telling Steve the other night how God is the only one who has been there for me...well He can be there for other people too...I wish they payed more attention to that fact. I mean He is right there in their face...and they just shove Him away...I mean, why?! It hurts me very badly to see and watch people I love do this to themselves...I mean I can go to Colombia and help some children I don't know get to know God but I can't reach out to the ones who are close to me. Why is that?! I want so badly...I mean...I'm just hurting...but I can't imagine I am hurting half as bad as the people I wish I could hold hands with...walk with...talk with...help...
Well there's a piece of my heart...Its been a while since I've done that...
Well there's a piece of my heart...Its been a while since I've done that...