whatever
Kenzi said that sam tends to do more harm than good and i should think about that.
hmm
I feel hurt. i just dont like people i dont know knowing things about me, its not so out there. esp when ive asked before for it not to be done. AGH this freaking hurts so bad i mean i like really counted on him for a while there. and for him to tell me that its bs. well that hurts more.
i need my friends right now. i dont need this.
prob is i dont really have a lot of friends that i can just confide in.
and i feel sooo dumb for being so open with him the other night. i mean well crap im gonna cry.
i mean he wanted us to be good friends so bad and im so careful about aht stuff and i was trying so hard and it was wrkin i think too cuz i tell him a lot a lot. I'm so disappointed.
Oh! and then for him to say i dont like Cherie! Golly! Its not that I dont like her, its that i dont know her! why is that so freakin complicated? oh yeah its not.
I need to fix my makeup now. Running mascara is not too pretty.
what is said?
so is life.
hmm
I feel hurt. i just dont like people i dont know knowing things about me, its not so out there. esp when ive asked before for it not to be done. AGH this freaking hurts so bad i mean i like really counted on him for a while there. and for him to tell me that its bs. well that hurts more.
i need my friends right now. i dont need this.
prob is i dont really have a lot of friends that i can just confide in.
and i feel sooo dumb for being so open with him the other night. i mean well crap im gonna cry.
i mean he wanted us to be good friends so bad and im so careful about aht stuff and i was trying so hard and it was wrkin i think too cuz i tell him a lot a lot. I'm so disappointed.
Oh! and then for him to say i dont like Cherie! Golly! Its not that I dont like her, its that i dont know her! why is that so freakin complicated? oh yeah its not.
I need to fix my makeup now. Running mascara is not too pretty.
what is said?
so is life.