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im just pissed off, thats all. i don't even really care(figure of speech) that tegan left me... it just pisses me off that she could toss me to the side so quickly and effeciently...
so does what we had mean nothing? am i now chopped liver, to be thrown to the dogs? am i not allowed to be friends with her friends?
why was my personal opinion considered a downer? why did she not think i cared about what she's done? just because i don't agree with her opinions does not mean i do not respect them...
the confusion on her part makes me wonder if she really even knew me or if she let me even know her... why does she not ask questions but only chooses to shut up?
all these questions i have... all i will never ask, because she obviously doesn't care. i think she fears caring, that if she cares, she gets hurt. fuck yeah you get hurt, but tough it out, jesus christ. (i really never got a chance to even clear things up, to even try and save the relationship... (d20 saving roll vs. haste)
so does what we had mean nothing? am i now chopped liver, to be thrown to the dogs? am i not allowed to be friends with her friends?
why was my personal opinion considered a downer? why did she not think i cared about what she's done? just because i don't agree with her opinions does not mean i do not respect them...
the confusion on her part makes me wonder if she really even knew me or if she let me even know her... why does she not ask questions but only chooses to shut up?
all these questions i have... all i will never ask, because she obviously doesn't care. i think she fears caring, that if she cares, she gets hurt. fuck yeah you get hurt, but tough it out, jesus christ. (i really never got a chance to even clear things up, to even try and save the relationship... (d20 saving roll vs. haste)