That's right pinky, you don't get to move!
So bliss is officially the mood of the moment although I refuse to use an icon. I've decided that to make any day a good day all I have to do is get up and say, "Oh god, state!" It's amazing what a great memory soon to be repeated will do to your outlook on life. I'm sitting here trying to put into words what this feeling is and it's impossible. That's right TOKers language is the most limiting way of knowing of all, I don't care what people say, I actually wrote my IB Long Essay on how language is more limiting than the other three. But still there is something about seeing the crest of the hill and knowing just how close it is that makes things so right with the world. Three weeks to the top and then just tuck and roll. It's amazing what it will do to your ego too. I will be the first to admit that I have a confidence issue, but when I feel like this, I can do anything and if I can't, oh well at least I tried. Normally, I would be scared to try and normally back of and say or do nothing. But if I'm happy, I'm free to do what I want. Aren't we all? I suppose its a circular motion. Happiness creates freedom from worry which leads to success even through failures which brings about more happiness. I guess you just have to get on the right track. I can slowly see things changing, and just maybe the weather will fix the one thing that's not quite right, no storms when its warm, and the world will be perfect. Perfect like last year. Even without that I can be completely content with the world, although that was a nice side. So now I can make the short drive that I have so many times before, beside the square with the beatles concert and the frisbee. Past the church of a much too distant friend. Past my elementary school of so many memories. Down the street made of brick and dirt for mortar, into the basketball court of the beyond NBA distance three line, over the oil spots, into a garge made of wood I saw in piles not in structure. So nostalgia is an integral part of this joy, but hey, I can live with that.