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Twice a week I have to wake up at half five in the morning for work. Twice a week I don't finish work until midnight. It has messed up my sleeping so now I just get up really early every day, do my day, have a mid-day nap (which is usually about two hours long) then get up again for evening activity and go to bed late regardless of the time I am up the next morning. It is making me feel sick and dizzy in the morning but Uncle Mike said I would adjust and it is like in Spain where they have a nap every day because the heat is too intense. It is also like I get two days every day, so I get twice as much done. I keep dreaming about shouting at people and trying to fight people I know. I also dream about events that have previously taken place but they are a little bit different when I dream them, usually better because I am thinner and blonde. I will be leaving GY soon, in time for fresher's week at Uni. I don't really want to leave anymore but I do not want to disappoint myself/anyone else. If I stay in Grimsby I won't make any attempt at a career. Pants on fire.