Okay then...WRITE...curse this writers block.
The bane of all writers existance. I have it and I have it bad. So to speak. In my RP's not so much. But I find them to be easier because much of what I do is play off of what all the other great RPers write. I don't have to do so much work.
Maybe its because I have too many projects. I'm totalling somewhere around 12 right now I think. Though many I've outright abandoned.
But what gets me is mainly two projects that have me completely befuttled. One is a fanfic with Superman and Batman meeting the X-men. Everytime I've sat down lately I can't seem to get it out. And I'm at one of the most exciting parts of the story!
The other is a bit more personal. This one I think I know why I can't do anything with it. It's a fantasy story and original fic. I've been working on it for a long time now. I was doing pretty good. But then all that jazz with Alisha started and looking back at that fic and the one that preceeded it...wow. Too many parallels between fiction and the reality of my life.
I'm not going to go into details, (if someone's really interested feel free tell me and I'll talk. I just dont want to waste space here for that) but everytime I sit to work on that thing...I just get a weird deja vu feeling. Which really sucks because I want to finish it.
But the way the things the two love interests say to each other is almost verbatem what Alisha and I said to each other just weirds me out because I wrote it a half year before we reconnected.
I'm starting to wonder if I'm "giving" myself ADD. It's like I can't focus on any one thing anymore. I've never had such a hard time doing this before. It's weird.
Maybe its because I have too many projects. I'm totalling somewhere around 12 right now I think. Though many I've outright abandoned.
But what gets me is mainly two projects that have me completely befuttled. One is a fanfic with Superman and Batman meeting the X-men. Everytime I've sat down lately I can't seem to get it out. And I'm at one of the most exciting parts of the story!
The other is a bit more personal. This one I think I know why I can't do anything with it. It's a fantasy story and original fic. I've been working on it for a long time now. I was doing pretty good. But then all that jazz with Alisha started and looking back at that fic and the one that preceeded it...wow. Too many parallels between fiction and the reality of my life.
I'm not going to go into details, (if someone's really interested feel free tell me and I'll talk. I just dont want to waste space here for that) but everytime I sit to work on that thing...I just get a weird deja vu feeling. Which really sucks because I want to finish it.
But the way the things the two love interests say to each other is almost verbatem what Alisha and I said to each other just weirds me out because I wrote it a half year before we reconnected.
I'm starting to wonder if I'm "giving" myself ADD. It's like I can't focus on any one thing anymore. I've never had such a hard time doing this before. It's weird.