Meow
Today was a meh day. Everyday's like a meh day ): Except Monday and Thursday. Most likely, I'd be emoing, cos my Econs is like GG, all my Section B essay is like part a) - L1, part b) also L1 ): History is so unpredictable. Maths I really dk, cos I was doing methods most of the time, not getting my answers. Blah. Who wants to hear abt my lousy results anyway :/ But still, idk what I'd get. Promote/Advanced/Retain. Retain could be a blessing in disguise, I would totally like to change my combi. I hate Physics T___T Confirm fail it for Promos.
On a lighter note, we were planning to go Wild Wild Wet after Chinese and/or PW A's ;3 Yay! Happyface!
I sorta think I miss the studying life in secondary school. Even if you slept and slacked forever. Up till the first few weeks to O levels, you still could catch up and pull through. A levels is totally different. You would have to study EVERYDAY. It's accumulative. You hardly get a day to slack to get some 'me' time. Well, you could. Your 'me' time is prolly like 1hr or so. Then back to your stupid lifeless studying. Nice. I'd never encourage anyone to enter this world of the JC life. It officially kills your social life. It makes you a zombie. You have boring lectures. You have tests, tests, tests, tests. It makes me a sad person ): It makes my life a living hell.
I shall make a fake criteria to enter JC (besides that 20 point for L1R5 thing):
- If you don't already have a social life (Killing it won't make a difference to you)
- You don't mind having little sleep
- You love having exams, tests etc (or being very competitive)
- You're already a damn boring person
- You can stay attentive no matter how tough the circumstances
- You're a freaking genius (with awesome skills for H2 subjects you plan to take)
That's just a small list. But yeah, to sum it all up, JC sucks for me. I can't wait to leave JC. I can't wait to get the hell out of it, to graduate. I wouldn't mind coming back. At least I'm not studying after JC. I have to worry abt Uni. Idk abt that either. But I haven't heard bad stuff abt it. Well I hate the sch, I hate the environment. The only thing I love are my friends and the pretty good food.
I think I can keep ranting on. I'm out of control once I stop typing. No, not really. I have Chinese hw to do. Meow. Tmr I has PW to do ); It will all be over soon. The WRs, the OP, the Chinese A's, this whole promo exam thing by the end of mid-Nov. I don't want to look loser-ish, breaking down at the sight of my terrible results. But I know I might. J1 has been hell. As much as I don't want to repeat, I can't help but entertain the thoughts of retaining to change my H1. "It's just a H1" is the regular comments I hear. Oreally? Do you know they bloody look at that to see if you're eligible for the course you're planning to take in uni? Pft. I want to get a Bach in Arts. Yet my bloody H1 is not an Arts subject, how ironic.
My thoughts are pretty incoherent. I miss everything abt secondary sch work. Not studying still could mean you passed. The studying for sec sch was pretty great. If only my English was a grade higher, I would be eligible for Lit. Not this horrible Physics which kills all my hope and makes me depressed. I can never understand how ppl understand this subject :/ I regret not studying hard enough for sec 2. If I had entered 4/2, I could take Bio/Lit, which looked like nice friendly awesome subjects. Unlike D&T, which helps shit (and I got a D7 for -.- ).
I make all the wrong decisions in life D; I also realize I never keep promises I make online. Like the promises to upload the guinea pigs' pictures and the last post's promise (I can't rmb -_-)
Bleagh. If you read till here I salute you.
On a lighter note, we were planning to go Wild Wild Wet after Chinese and/or PW A's ;3 Yay! Happyface!
I sorta think I miss the studying life in secondary school. Even if you slept and slacked forever. Up till the first few weeks to O levels, you still could catch up and pull through. A levels is totally different. You would have to study EVERYDAY. It's accumulative. You hardly get a day to slack to get some 'me' time. Well, you could. Your 'me' time is prolly like 1hr or so. Then back to your stupid lifeless studying. Nice. I'd never encourage anyone to enter this world of the JC life. It officially kills your social life. It makes you a zombie. You have boring lectures. You have tests, tests, tests, tests. It makes me a sad person ): It makes my life a living hell.
I shall make a fake criteria to enter JC (besides that 20 point for L1R5 thing):
- If you don't already have a social life (Killing it won't make a difference to you)
- You don't mind having little sleep
- You love having exams, tests etc (or being very competitive)
- You're already a damn boring person
- You can stay attentive no matter how tough the circumstances
- You're a freaking genius (with awesome skills for H2 subjects you plan to take)
That's just a small list. But yeah, to sum it all up, JC sucks for me. I can't wait to leave JC. I can't wait to get the hell out of it, to graduate. I wouldn't mind coming back. At least I'm not studying after JC. I have to worry abt Uni. Idk abt that either. But I haven't heard bad stuff abt it. Well I hate the sch, I hate the environment. The only thing I love are my friends and the pretty good food.
I think I can keep ranting on. I'm out of control once I stop typing. No, not really. I have Chinese hw to do. Meow. Tmr I has PW to do ); It will all be over soon. The WRs, the OP, the Chinese A's, this whole promo exam thing by the end of mid-Nov. I don't want to look loser-ish, breaking down at the sight of my terrible results. But I know I might. J1 has been hell. As much as I don't want to repeat, I can't help but entertain the thoughts of retaining to change my H1. "It's just a H1" is the regular comments I hear. Oreally? Do you know they bloody look at that to see if you're eligible for the course you're planning to take in uni? Pft. I want to get a Bach in Arts. Yet my bloody H1 is not an Arts subject, how ironic.
My thoughts are pretty incoherent. I miss everything abt secondary sch work. Not studying still could mean you passed. The studying for sec sch was pretty great. If only my English was a grade higher, I would be eligible for Lit. Not this horrible Physics which kills all my hope and makes me depressed. I can never understand how ppl understand this subject :/ I regret not studying hard enough for sec 2. If I had entered 4/2, I could take Bio/Lit, which looked like nice friendly awesome subjects. Unlike D&T, which helps shit (and I got a D7 for -.- ).
I make all the wrong decisions in life D; I also realize I never keep promises I make online. Like the promises to upload the guinea pigs' pictures and the last post's promise (I can't rmb -_-)
Bleagh. If you read till here I salute you.