Refuse To Bow Down....

[superbuickxiii]

I'm done dealing with people. I layed down for nicoles family for a god damned year, and now i get treated like some subhuman asshole, no fuckin way. those of you who know me, know that i feel terrible for what i did to nicole, and that i am tryin to maintain a friendship with her. i dont even deserve that, but im trying. anyone who knows me, knows that i have been trying to change... i've been trying to make things work between me and people like julia and nicole. both of which i almost lost as friends, and im trying hard to regain them, and a few others. but when people do what her family is doing right now, i change my outlook on all of this. I WILL NOT BOW DOWN, AND I REFUSE TO TAKE SHIT FROM SOMEONE LIKE HIM AND THE REST OF THAT FAMILY. the lies, the backstabbing, is all about to end.... no restraining order will stop me.

Most of you know who this is, I guess this kinda fits......

"PURE HATRED"

I have told you, things need to change
You never listened, or came to my aid
The vicious cycle has not changed
My time's spent rearranged

Motherfuck it all
I can't stand this
Remember when I said
Everyone makes me sick?
.....Well nothing has changed

I hate.... everyone
I hate.... everyone

This vicious cycle, still remains
Constant clusterfuck, bloodstains
Ignorance, you kill for God
.....Expression, not allowed

You fucked it up
With your motherfucking games
Remember when I said
I was so ashamed?
.....Well nothing has changed

I hate.... everyone
I hate.... everyone

You have to...
Pick and choose your fights
You have to...
Come out of this.... ALIVE!!!

I have told you, things need to change
You never listened, or came to my aid
The vicious cycle has not changed
.....My judgment fades away

You'll never change me
Remember we are through
I am staying here
To betray, all of you
.....And nothing will change

I hate.... everyone
I hate.... everyone