None of this is True.
you have not bled until you have done so into a bowl falls to the floor
no.
you have only bled if you have done so just to bleed, not for your own pleasure, not to mask a great deficit burning inside of you, but for the purity of a sacrifice to no one, just to make a sacrifice. not for the sake of anyone else, and when you snap out of it and your surrounding come back you after seeing nothing, and i mean absolutely nothing, and stare at the floor and drop the knife you realize you have bled for yourself as an end and not a mean.
i need to stop drawing lines between points and go out and fucking be alive.
no.
you have only bled if you have done so just to bleed, not for your own pleasure, not to mask a great deficit burning inside of you, but for the purity of a sacrifice to no one, just to make a sacrifice. not for the sake of anyone else, and when you snap out of it and your surrounding come back you after seeing nothing, and i mean absolutely nothing, and stare at the floor and drop the knife you realize you have bled for yourself as an end and not a mean.
i need to stop drawing lines between points and go out and fucking be alive.