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holidays are hard when you live with two alcoholics.
i'm ready to start celebrating with another family.
the permanent one i create for myself someday,
or the makeshift one i create with my friends that want a new family, too.
just not this one.
i can't do it for much longer.
off to texas for my step grandma's 80th birthday tomorrow morning.
at least it's just me and my mom going, so it should be pretty smooth sailing.
thank god.
i think my mom and i are going to have a very loooong talk on the way there.
or a short one, as it may be.
but certainly a big one, either way.
i [think i] am ready.
i'm ready to start celebrating with another family.
the permanent one i create for myself someday,
or the makeshift one i create with my friends that want a new family, too.
just not this one.
i can't do it for much longer.
off to texas for my step grandma's 80th birthday tomorrow morning.
at least it's just me and my mom going, so it should be pretty smooth sailing.
thank god.
i think my mom and i are going to have a very loooong talk on the way there.
or a short one, as it may be.
but certainly a big one, either way.
i [think i] am ready.