best saturday night ever
so today at dance we were doing toe touches and i'd already done a bunch of them but somehow when i did another one my head like snapped back and my neck started to hurt but i didnt think it was that bad...so i tried to keep dancing but i was like holding the top of my back the whole time. so i was okay for a little while and i took asprin but it still killed, and so we changed for tap but when we got on the floor my teacher asked what was wrong and i tried to open my mouth and tell her and i just couldnt. and i started like crying and aah it was just a big mess. so she got me ice and i chilled on the mat while everyone else danced and then my mom came and took me to the hospital.
good times.
my doctor looked exactly like j'alfred, and it made me laugh. i kept expecting him to be a huge goofball but he wasnt...hahaha but i was still laughing at him because he like WAS j'alfred.
anyway...he gave me valium and i took some there and went home
it put me in a drug-induced state of happiness but did not help the pain AT ALLLL.
so i got in my moms bed and tried to watch tv but i couldnt even position myself so that i could see it so all i could do was lay down...sooo i fell asleep and woke up at friggin like 10:30. awesome night!
i kind of thought it would be a wholesome night, too...like it would have been a good one to just mope with someone and watch a movie to keep me awake, but no one was around :(
i just took more valium...definetly took the whole pill and not just the little piece that he told me to because the first one didnt help at all and i friggin cant move right now. he said at the hospital that if i took the whole one i would have to be carried home, but i figure i'll probably go to bed soon anyway so whats the big deal? maybe in the morning it wont hurt...
but it seems to be getting worse and worse so i dont really see that happening. its like the whole entire top of my back is the hugest ball of pain everrr and i cant look down or to the sides at all. so okay i'm gonna go bask in my own suffering...
next weekend better be friggin awesome cause so far all i'm getting is crappy ones!
good times.
my doctor looked exactly like j'alfred, and it made me laugh. i kept expecting him to be a huge goofball but he wasnt...hahaha but i was still laughing at him because he like WAS j'alfred.
anyway...he gave me valium and i took some there and went home
it put me in a drug-induced state of happiness but did not help the pain AT ALLLL.
so i got in my moms bed and tried to watch tv but i couldnt even position myself so that i could see it so all i could do was lay down...sooo i fell asleep and woke up at friggin like 10:30. awesome night!
i kind of thought it would be a wholesome night, too...like it would have been a good one to just mope with someone and watch a movie to keep me awake, but no one was around :(
i just took more valium...definetly took the whole pill and not just the little piece that he told me to because the first one didnt help at all and i friggin cant move right now. he said at the hospital that if i took the whole one i would have to be carried home, but i figure i'll probably go to bed soon anyway so whats the big deal? maybe in the morning it wont hurt...
but it seems to be getting worse and worse so i dont really see that happening. its like the whole entire top of my back is the hugest ball of pain everrr and i cant look down or to the sides at all. so okay i'm gonna go bask in my own suffering...
next weekend better be friggin awesome cause so far all i'm getting is crappy ones!