mutilating rage

Aug 29, 2006 02:51

i've got the ends of a bottle of vodka
and a bottle of coke
i've got a bag full of glass bottles
that i'm going to break- no, that i'm going to destroy
because i need to fucking mutilate something
I was planning on breaking my hand
but that requires dealing with the hospital
and every damn person that asks what happened
and i wouldnt be able to play guitar... or paint, depending on which hand.

im not lame enuff to cut in this kinda mood cause i'd likely remove a limb, or near so.

so i'm going to get sloshed, throw bottles into the air and crack them into oblivion with my effing -cane-
i wish i had a fucking baseball bat

i've got this bubbling broiling rage screaming to break out
it makes an appearance every now and then
you have no idea how much i want to fucking ...DESTROY something.
beyond recognition
beyond anything and everything

lets all thank a higher power
that i have some fucking self-restraint

to a degree, anyhow...
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