mixed emotions
So I'm sitting here at my desk with mixed emotions. My birthday is in three days. I'm excited about it, yet not completely thrilled about it. I'll be one year older and I'm not really sure how much I've accomplished during that 22nd (or is it 23rd?) year of my life. I'm still stuck at a job I'm not completely fond of. I'm not in graduate school yet. I still get trapped in the same cyclical patterns. I have made some new friends and have a great boyfriend, so that's good. I guess I've had worse years.
I miss David. I don't know how I did this long distance thing with my last boyfriend. This week is going to not be so great. I am getting pulled in 50 directions from everybody who's above me at work (which is a lot of people). I'm probably not going to see my friends that much, other than on my birthday. David is going to be really busy with play practice. I leave for Montreal on Saturday for vacation, but I have mixed emotions about that too. I guess I just miss my routine. I am a creature of habit.
I bought a new digital camera. Debbie took this picture of me:
I guess I'm just going to listen to music and go to sleep or something. sigh.
I miss David. I don't know how I did this long distance thing with my last boyfriend. This week is going to not be so great. I am getting pulled in 50 directions from everybody who's above me at work (which is a lot of people). I'm probably not going to see my friends that much, other than on my birthday. David is going to be really busy with play practice. I leave for Montreal on Saturday for vacation, but I have mixed emotions about that too. I guess I just miss my routine. I am a creature of habit.
I bought a new digital camera. Debbie took this picture of me:
I guess I'm just going to listen to music and go to sleep or something. sigh.