May 15, 2008 11:49
major changes, major upheavals. i just want to be there already. it makes everything so much easier. i want to clap my hands like clap-on-clap-off, wriggle my nose like samantha the witch, have my life be transported from this point in time to the next point in time.
not because i'm not enjoying this small piece of time i have left here. on the contrary, i've been seeing a lot of people and spending time with them, like quality time. and there's more of that on the horizon, but it's just so effin hard to realize that all these good times are going to turn into goodbyes really soon.
and i'm so not good at goodbyes. at all. even temporarily.
i am of the mind that i have to constantly tell my friends that i love them whenever we part, on the phone, an email, in person. because i love them so deeply and so purely and just in case we don't see each other for a long time, or ever again i want them to know that i carry pieces of them in my heart. in my head.
here's a message from my old coat pocket/my spirit's alive/i want you to know - from "gettin down" by the kills
north carolina,
alabama,
life,
change,
friends