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aw man
i had wicked anxiety dreams last night
-that just ANYONE is being allowed to do the Playground and it sounds crappy and I can't do anything about it (which is only partly true - in my dream it was a guy who doesn't even work for WERS and in real life this girl Aubrey is boring but she will probably get better)
-that after 5 alcoholic drinks i would be throwing myself at Billy (which I'm not even worried about, but I did have 2 at home last night as an experiment - i usually just have one but now i know that boy, 2 will really knock me for a loop. i am a lightweight. also in my dream, one of the drinks had live fishes in it. AAHHHHH!)
-and probably some stuff about the newborn baby I take care of, because that is nerve-racking but I don't feel it when i'm with her, only when i'm dreaming about ways i could mess up, like the other night i dreamed that i cracked her, and then yesterday i really felt her whole spine readjust and it freaked me out.
-oh an i almost forgot about this one, which i am sure is related to the time at woodstock fair that i ate cookies off bethy's butt, but i was kissing her buttcheeks a lot in my dream last night but not sexually, if you can believe it. she just has amazingly cute fesses.
BUT
it's FRIDAY and I have the next 2 MONDAYS off! WOOHOO i must just say that I love paid vacation and especially surprise, last-minute, unplanned paid vacation, and i love that ripta goes from their house to my house if i want it to, and i love the walk home from kenned plaza even though it's longer than i thought.
changeling this weekend, i hope.
happy Friday!
i had wicked anxiety dreams last night
-that just ANYONE is being allowed to do the Playground and it sounds crappy and I can't do anything about it (which is only partly true - in my dream it was a guy who doesn't even work for WERS and in real life this girl Aubrey is boring but she will probably get better)
-that after 5 alcoholic drinks i would be throwing myself at Billy (which I'm not even worried about, but I did have 2 at home last night as an experiment - i usually just have one but now i know that boy, 2 will really knock me for a loop. i am a lightweight. also in my dream, one of the drinks had live fishes in it. AAHHHHH!)
-and probably some stuff about the newborn baby I take care of, because that is nerve-racking but I don't feel it when i'm with her, only when i'm dreaming about ways i could mess up, like the other night i dreamed that i cracked her, and then yesterday i really felt her whole spine readjust and it freaked me out.
-oh an i almost forgot about this one, which i am sure is related to the time at woodstock fair that i ate cookies off bethy's butt, but i was kissing her buttcheeks a lot in my dream last night but not sexually, if you can believe it. she just has amazingly cute fesses.
BUT
it's FRIDAY and I have the next 2 MONDAYS off! WOOHOO i must just say that I love paid vacation and especially surprise, last-minute, unplanned paid vacation, and i love that ripta goes from their house to my house if i want it to, and i love the walk home from kenned plaza even though it's longer than i thought.
changeling this weekend, i hope.
happy Friday!