Touching down.....
Just landed back in Reno last night, did the Peppermill thing with Kaqimax. I would like to say it was romantic but it was just good to sleep in a good bed with Kaqimax all clean. This morning she left for the airport and i am waiting for a ride back to BRC. I am not sweating the little details of life at this point, i will find a ride back for clean up of the temple. It will take a long time to figure out just what all that went down lately as going to ecuador the jungle and helping to build a temple really helped me go in a direction i desperately needed. I am starting a new job with Celestial power and i am excited to do something more active in my life and something i believe in (alt power) for once, i have been waiting for something i believed in and this is it, a new direction with good people that i really enjoy learning from. I like starting from the ground up and this is the best way to do this. Building the temple just made me believe in the innate goodness we all possess inside us all. Watching the framework of the temple we built get transformed into a temple by our burning man community was powerful alot of strong emotions of elation, forlorness overtook me every time i stepped inside the transformed space. I feel dwarfed by the accomplishments that have been undertaken lately, we really are into something here, something that if we believe and get to it we will eventually take it to the next level. Talking to Kaqimax, we both learned that we believe in ourselves as a couple more than we do on our own, and that is something that is difficult to understand. I took a moment and wrote (one of many things) on the hanuman monkey panel at the temple that faced the man and wrote 2004: the year i finally believed........... Thank you Texan peeps, DPW, portland, Cali, NYC, and all the crazies that made this project so special. I am honored to be amongst you all.........