REEntry........
So yeah its been a couple of days now things here should be easier but they aren't just yet. We are moved in our place we still have boxes of crap, crap we thought we got rid of but we found yet more in these boxes. We just settled in sleeping back in our place but it still feels foreign to us, just another hotel/hostal for now. Today i will go find some sage to cleanse this place as it has different energies that we are detecting, maybe they have always been there and we are just noticing it. Two nights ago awoke from a deep sleep something called me, i walked cautiously to the front door and made sure it was locked, knew where my hardware was in case i needed it (had one on the table ready to grab if necessary) heard it again it was coming from the restroom went there a little more bold but found nothing. It took a while but i went back to bed just waiting to see if i heard it again. Kaqimax started work yesterday, it gives me some alone time something i have not had in a while, must feel like doing something product of losing my mind otherwise to remedy this, I Just committed to a big project, we will see how it all goes, i needed this challenge, don't know how it will work out with us, i will try to maintain a balance its crucial if we are to pull this off. I need to rework my resume and figure out how to find something i want in this marketplace. I must maintain my exercise regiment, over the last couple of months exercise was a way of life and not much of a chore i just got up and did it, i must find that routine here in some sort or the other, if not maybe join a damn gym (boring) and force myself to do it at a regular basis. I realize that eating was always a comfort for me, something i am trying to change. I have not been drinking much lately, alcohol is pretty mundane, at the last social function i just drank water all night, worked out okay, in this culture shocked mode i am pretty socially lubricated as it is (you need to be to be able to entice people to go for a walk in the forest). I am hoping to remedy this culture shock with some alkali dust sometime in the future its been too long. I will now stare aimlessly out to my alien homeland.......maybe drive somewhere today......... maybe figure out bike routes to and from around town, We will see....... If i haven't run into you its only a matter of time, been looking at our calendar its getting full little by little....