Late night ramblings...
Well I guess this isn't really late night. I should go to sleep and I will after this. Today was an unfulfilling day. I felt really lazy because I had a busy weekend-monday. Yes, I still feel lazy from that. I was hoping to im or email someone but it seems like it is not to be. I feel a little sad and dumpy. It's not a good feeling. Maybe I will sleep in the TV room tonight. My room is a big big mess.
I talked for a long time with Hillary on the phone. We talked about death. She noticed that I am scared of it. Apparently she believes in some sort of after-life. It was really strange explaining to her why I'm scared. I guess it is sort of irrational. We also talked about marriage and kids. I've been anti-kid for awhile soon. I mean, I think I would like some, but I just keep thinking about how much time and money they would take up. I feel like I'm getting too worked up about--no one is asking me to have kids now. I don't think it's unusual to feel this way at my age, and I guess it will all change, one day. Anyway, it was an interesting conversation.
Besides that I ate. I've been eating a lot. I feel really fat and a lot of times I use that as an excuse to just eat more. I guess I should stop.
I talked for a long time with Hillary on the phone. We talked about death. She noticed that I am scared of it. Apparently she believes in some sort of after-life. It was really strange explaining to her why I'm scared. I guess it is sort of irrational. We also talked about marriage and kids. I've been anti-kid for awhile soon. I mean, I think I would like some, but I just keep thinking about how much time and money they would take up. I feel like I'm getting too worked up about--no one is asking me to have kids now. I don't think it's unusual to feel this way at my age, and I guess it will all change, one day. Anyway, it was an interesting conversation.
Besides that I ate. I've been eating a lot. I feel really fat and a lot of times I use that as an excuse to just eat more. I guess I should stop.