Life is...
Diverse. To put it vaguely.
My energies and emotions are all over the place. I'm ready to start doing something with my life, but this summer just feels like im going through the motions. I have a job that starts monday. But it's not driving me towards any of my goals. I need to make better grades. I need to get my friendships and other relationships in order. And I need more Allen time. At school, i could disappear for hours or days and no one would bother me and i could collect myself. Here, i cant even take a shower without someone wondering where I am. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad to be home and to have free meals and a private bathroom. But I need some time alone. I need to walk 5 miles in the rain to be alone with my thoughts. I've been hiding from myself for the better part of two months, afraid to be alone with my thoughts. Well, I cant hide from it any longer.
And happy post.
I am soo ready for football season. Butch Davis is being paid like he's a saviour so he sure as hell better perform like one. ESPN has us last in the ACC, behind a team (dook) that's currently on an 18 game losing streak. Ridiculous. I'm ready for band. Oh, college band. I love it. Away games, shows that dont matter and only last a week, good music, good people, free food, free stuff, good times. I'm also ready to figure out how to have fun and make good grades at the same time. I've never really been able to pick up on how to do both. But I'm gonna. Out of necessity. Music makes my life more exciting. It also makes studying easier. If I don't get involved in/ become an officer in something on campus, i think im going to have to change my name. Allen Pierce is not the name of an idle man. Ask my father, he would know. And, we need to get the cosmic, icees, and late night swims going. Soon. Like, yesterday. I fully expect some of those things to start happening in the next 7 days. We need to make the most of this summer kids. How many of us are comin back to the M next May? Exactly. Let's get on it.
If you read all the way to here, I salute you. If you leave me a comment, I'll be happy.
My energies and emotions are all over the place. I'm ready to start doing something with my life, but this summer just feels like im going through the motions. I have a job that starts monday. But it's not driving me towards any of my goals. I need to make better grades. I need to get my friendships and other relationships in order. And I need more Allen time. At school, i could disappear for hours or days and no one would bother me and i could collect myself. Here, i cant even take a shower without someone wondering where I am. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad to be home and to have free meals and a private bathroom. But I need some time alone. I need to walk 5 miles in the rain to be alone with my thoughts. I've been hiding from myself for the better part of two months, afraid to be alone with my thoughts. Well, I cant hide from it any longer.
And happy post.
I am soo ready for football season. Butch Davis is being paid like he's a saviour so he sure as hell better perform like one. ESPN has us last in the ACC, behind a team (dook) that's currently on an 18 game losing streak. Ridiculous. I'm ready for band. Oh, college band. I love it. Away games, shows that dont matter and only last a week, good music, good people, free food, free stuff, good times. I'm also ready to figure out how to have fun and make good grades at the same time. I've never really been able to pick up on how to do both. But I'm gonna. Out of necessity. Music makes my life more exciting. It also makes studying easier. If I don't get involved in/ become an officer in something on campus, i think im going to have to change my name. Allen Pierce is not the name of an idle man. Ask my father, he would know. And, we need to get the cosmic, icees, and late night swims going. Soon. Like, yesterday. I fully expect some of those things to start happening in the next 7 days. We need to make the most of this summer kids. How many of us are comin back to the M next May? Exactly. Let's get on it.
If you read all the way to here, I salute you. If you leave me a comment, I'll be happy.