1 year!!!!!!
Well today is my official one year for being in the military, holy crap, it doesn't even seem like a year, it seems like it was just yesterday when I was back home. But I gave up my way of life so others could have theirs, sometimes I wonder if maybe I should have gone to college, or stayed another year, then I think about where I'd be then, if I went to college, I'd probably just drink, and party all the time, if I stayed home for another year .... well that would ...... I'm not sure where I would have ended up, I think in the end I really made the best choice.
When I was in vegas last weekend, I went to warped tour, it brought me back to what it used to be like, and I realized how bad I miss that life, and how much fun I always had, and I thought about all the people I onced love, and onced loved me ........ and where I am now ..... and how very few of those people remember me .... sad ...... but life goes on, you live, learn, and just try to pick up all the pieces of things you once had but broke.
if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip.
When I was in vegas last weekend, I went to warped tour, it brought me back to what it used to be like, and I realized how bad I miss that life, and how much fun I always had, and I thought about all the people I onced love, and onced loved me ........ and where I am now ..... and how very few of those people remember me .... sad ...... but life goes on, you live, learn, and just try to pick up all the pieces of things you once had but broke.
if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip.