Nov 02, 2004 03:44
i hate this city sometimes, its like when everything can possibly go wrong it does. renee sorry about that shit. every pay phone ate my quaters i had no change left we werre on the main road. i spent 10 dollars on transportation that wasn't even necessary.
my dad had his interview today with trickle up. i really really hope he gets this. if he doesn't my whole world will change. spent one of my last days in flatbush, wishing to never leave. hoping to always come back.
took afro-punk pictures today, we modeled at jay st in brooklyn. real nice just like jamaica queens but a lot larger.
theres a lot of things i regret not saying to people, things i wanted to say and couldn't say. people who tried to make up for lost time.
theres a lot of things i wish i couldve done but you never realize time.
he said "well have a nice life i looked away and said... yeah whatever"
theres a lot of people i wish i couldve gotten closer to but never really cared enough though itd come in time and i probably knew since i was 13. he hugged me tight.
mr.mason now gave nicki and i his address and phone no.
he said write him when we have nothing better to do. i shook my head yes and left.
with love,
cassi