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OK. So it's been a REALLY long time since I last updated. Honestly, I don't wish to type everything that's gone on. So..brief overview:
-Had a really bad nervous breakdown, i think i should have been hospitilized but nobody else did..so i've been recouping slowly from that, it's taken forever though
-School's been a bitch
-Parents.. well.. Mum's been alright. She's making me a Gryffindor Scarf, but has been kinda bitchy. Dad has been the worst like..ever. He's made me so frustrated and miserable... it sucks and I can't do anything about it
-This monday I'm getting my wisdom teeth out and i'm pretty nervous.
-Been having pretty regular meetings with Welsh. God. What would I do without her.
-my anxiety is killing me
-been really down
-in general..life's been really sucking for the past month and a half
OH! I came out to a couple of people in my church (one of my bishops, and a priest i've known since i was really little) it was amazing though. It made me feel a lot better. I love them both dearly.
I've not really hung out with anyone of my friends for years, or what seems like it...and it sucks.
I've almost quit smoking!!! Woot!!!! It's so good. I've cut back from like 3 a day to one ever 3 days or so ^^ So i'm almost there.
I've let Mitch go..it took a while. But I did.
I think it's time to finally confront Evan.. Iunno. I'm going to talk about it to Dr. J
I'm introducing Mum to Joshy from Wales. I really hope it goes alright...
So. Thats about it for now. THINK OF ME ALL NEXT WEEK AS I LOOK LIKE A CHIPMUNK! AND AM IN PAIN! AND SHIZ!
<3 Dev
-Had a really bad nervous breakdown, i think i should have been hospitilized but nobody else did..so i've been recouping slowly from that, it's taken forever though
-School's been a bitch
-Parents.. well.. Mum's been alright. She's making me a Gryffindor Scarf, but has been kinda bitchy. Dad has been the worst like..ever. He's made me so frustrated and miserable... it sucks and I can't do anything about it
-This monday I'm getting my wisdom teeth out and i'm pretty nervous.
-Been having pretty regular meetings with Welsh. God. What would I do without her.
-my anxiety is killing me
-been really down
-in general..life's been really sucking for the past month and a half
OH! I came out to a couple of people in my church (one of my bishops, and a priest i've known since i was really little) it was amazing though. It made me feel a lot better. I love them both dearly.
I've not really hung out with anyone of my friends for years, or what seems like it...and it sucks.
I've almost quit smoking!!! Woot!!!! It's so good. I've cut back from like 3 a day to one ever 3 days or so ^^ So i'm almost there.
I've let Mitch go..it took a while. But I did.
I think it's time to finally confront Evan.. Iunno. I'm going to talk about it to Dr. J
I'm introducing Mum to Joshy from Wales. I really hope it goes alright...
So. Thats about it for now. THINK OF ME ALL NEXT WEEK AS I LOOK LIKE A CHIPMUNK! AND AM IN PAIN! AND SHIZ!
<3 Dev