fuck love.... fuck it straight in the fucking ass.
im soo sick of trying. all i do is try.... ive never tryed so hard for anything in my life. i would keep trying, but i might as well just stop. everythings fucked. school, friends, family, just every god damn thing. im sick of school. its fucking pointless. im not going to college. thats final. i mean, why would i go to school when i KNOW for a FACT that im not gonna do ANY of my work. first of all, in college, you write SOOOOOO much... it aint happenen. thats kinda why im failingright now. fuck english. im not doing anything thats gonna require me to write fucking essays or stupid satire shit. i dont fucking get it.
im too stupid to get anything.
you know what hurts more than a broken heart?
-knowing theres no way it will ever be mended and youll NEVER be able to find another person.
the night before last.... *sigh*. i seriously dont know what to do. no matter what ANYONE wants to tell me, im not moving on. so you can just drop that shit. i think im just gonna be single for the rest of my life.... never get married, never have kids, never find another guy, never kiss anyone. i think ill make him happy (for once, cause i never could) and just stop talking to him. im the last person he wants in his life. thats the only thing i can think of to do right now. im in love....and i will be for the rest of my life. but im gonna die lonley. this sucks....
no matter what anyone says, its not gonna get better.... never. dont try and tell me otherwise.... im not worth anything.
im going to go. too upset. gonna eat my pina colada stick.
im too stupid to get anything.
you know what hurts more than a broken heart?
-knowing theres no way it will ever be mended and youll NEVER be able to find another person.
the night before last.... *sigh*. i seriously dont know what to do. no matter what ANYONE wants to tell me, im not moving on. so you can just drop that shit. i think im just gonna be single for the rest of my life.... never get married, never have kids, never find another guy, never kiss anyone. i think ill make him happy (for once, cause i never could) and just stop talking to him. im the last person he wants in his life. thats the only thing i can think of to do right now. im in love....and i will be for the rest of my life. but im gonna die lonley. this sucks....
no matter what anyone says, its not gonna get better.... never. dont try and tell me otherwise.... im not worth anything.
im going to go. too upset. gonna eat my pina colada stick.