.::HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE::.
& Happy Birthday to my mommmy & Ryan. YAY!!!! Umm...not doing much tonight. Just chillin with the cousins, but that's always a blast. I don't feel like partying or drinking...I just wanna veg out. lol, I don't know...I think I'm over all the "high school party" hype even though I've never experienced it...hahah I'm lame. I kinda agree with Alyssa about the whole feeling mature thing. I don't act like it most of the time, but in my mind I feel pretty content with myself. I used be all "Awww mom. I NEVER get to go out. I don't get to hang out with my friends." She's been more flexible & I find that I appreciate the times I do get to go out. Plus, I know who real friends are because they are willing to adjust to my timing issues :P lol. (Osorio & Borba-ice skating stuff kinda, hahah)
I was talking to my future hubby the other day (lol Nan!) & I was trying to make a new year's resolution, but it was really hard. I wanted my change to be mental: To be more confident and comfortable with things that I do. Then Nan asked how I was gonna do that...lol, I don't know. These kind of changes are complicated. But now my resolutions are simple:
1. To do 50 sit ups every night! (Nan suggests before bed, but I never remember!) So I'll FEEL healthy
2. Don't get annoyed fast. Learn to ease my temper (at school & with my parents)
3. Be more accepting of people
4. Eat less mexican food b/c it's fattening (despite how good this shit is)
5. Try to get people around me to be less critical of things.
*That doesn't seem like too much, right?
-Janette