make my stomach stop hurtting
you know that anxious feeling you got right before school started again after summer break?
that feeling of "omg i get to wear new clothes"
and finally seeing most of your friends after 3 months...
it's kinda an exciting feeling but for me it always made my stomach hurt and i couldn't sleep... I feel that now because of everything that happend..I'm pretty much over talking about it but it is still getting to me and i don't know how to get over it and be the "strong" person i feel i can be... luckily this morning and yesterday were super busy so i was able to pretend my life was perfect and ddn't really think much about it till i got home and tried to sleep...
i know i sound like everyother annoying typical girl...but it's really killing me inside... and the fact that you haven't contacted me since i was at work on monday is hurting even more... you said "fuck it i can't loose you" but you haven't made an effort and you keep pushing me further away. I guess it's time to take all the pictures down...
i want to seriously cry again!!
that feeling of "omg i get to wear new clothes"
and finally seeing most of your friends after 3 months...
it's kinda an exciting feeling but for me it always made my stomach hurt and i couldn't sleep... I feel that now because of everything that happend..I'm pretty much over talking about it but it is still getting to me and i don't know how to get over it and be the "strong" person i feel i can be... luckily this morning and yesterday were super busy so i was able to pretend my life was perfect and ddn't really think much about it till i got home and tried to sleep...
i know i sound like everyother annoying typical girl...but it's really killing me inside... and the fact that you haven't contacted me since i was at work on monday is hurting even more... you said "fuck it i can't loose you" but you haven't made an effort and you keep pushing me further away. I guess it's time to take all the pictures down...
i want to seriously cry again!!