taken for a ride
Feeling pretty disasterous today.
I'm really stuck emotionally dealing with this issue. I think I need to call in the professionals.
The swine flu hurts my head.
I'm pretty mad.
I really need to focus on where I'm going now. Had a dream about the ottawa river. I drove out there and found laura and asked her to give me a clinic. Maybe I'll do that in real life.
It occurs to me that I have wanted to get good at paddling for a long time and have not made much progress. It's wierd. Paddling makes me really happy. I will definitely go to Missoula with my trailer for a week or two and get a clinic from those guys. Trip should cost about 5 to 7hundred dollars. With the trailer I can pack a ton of food and won't need to spend on accom AS much. This is the plan for march.
Before that I need to get on going to as many pool sessions as possible. Once I see where my Schedual is going I see which ones I can make.
It's time to get dedicated to this dream.
There are so many things I really wanted to do that I let other people throw to the side and didn't fight for.
Instead of wasting my energy fighting about this guy that energy needs to go to myself and what I really like to do.
Hey VIN,
Do you want to go on a date?
Vin will give me a straight answer and we'll get er done!
I have lost my way, but I hear tell, about a heaven in Missoula, where they've got one hell of a surf wave.
I'm really stuck emotionally dealing with this issue. I think I need to call in the professionals.
The swine flu hurts my head.
I'm pretty mad.
I really need to focus on where I'm going now. Had a dream about the ottawa river. I drove out there and found laura and asked her to give me a clinic. Maybe I'll do that in real life.
It occurs to me that I have wanted to get good at paddling for a long time and have not made much progress. It's wierd. Paddling makes me really happy. I will definitely go to Missoula with my trailer for a week or two and get a clinic from those guys. Trip should cost about 5 to 7hundred dollars. With the trailer I can pack a ton of food and won't need to spend on accom AS much. This is the plan for march.
Before that I need to get on going to as many pool sessions as possible. Once I see where my Schedual is going I see which ones I can make.
It's time to get dedicated to this dream.
There are so many things I really wanted to do that I let other people throw to the side and didn't fight for.
Instead of wasting my energy fighting about this guy that energy needs to go to myself and what I really like to do.
Hey VIN,
Do you want to go on a date?
Vin will give me a straight answer and we'll get er done!
I have lost my way, but I hear tell, about a heaven in Missoula, where they've got one hell of a surf wave.