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Wow. I can't believe I've been gone for nine days. I didn't think I'd go THIS long. *shrug* Oh well..
Well, anyways, I saw Ulrich the other day. Which was nice. He took me to a cafe not far from school. And we just talked. He asked me when I was going to come home. I didn't say anything..because I didn't know when I was coming home. I told him that I didn't know..and that maybe I wouldn't come home. He wasn't to happy about that idea...me not coming home. I don't know what I want right now. It's just all so confusing.
So then I asked him about the fight with Odd..though I hated to bring it up. I didn't know what he would do. Yell..just walk away..But he didn't do either. He told me he was worried about Odd. And that he should go find him soon. I wanted to help him find Odd. But he insisted that I didn't.
Then we walked back to the gates outside of the school. And I did something I NEVER thought I would do..EVER. I kissed him. On the cheek. I was just so..I don't know. I felt wanted..like not useless. So I kissed him and ran off..he wanted me to stay with him in his dorm. But I didn't want to. I'm not worth it.
New topic. I saw Aelita's LJ entry for today. Saying that she feels pulsations. I don't know if I should go back..or find Odd and both of us go back. I mean..I think Ulrich is capable of fighting XANA's stupid monsters and everything..I just think he might need some help. Seeing how he would be single-handing this mission. So..I've decided to come home. AFTER I go and find Odd.
I'm worried about Odd. He isn't his happy, cheery self anymore. And..that only happens when something REALLY bad has happened. Him and Ulrich have never fought this long..well...since I've known them. So I'm hoping this fight ends soon..
Well..I'm going to go now. Odd..if you're reading this..Please meet me SOMEWHERE. Ok?
Well, anyways, I saw Ulrich the other day. Which was nice. He took me to a cafe not far from school. And we just talked. He asked me when I was going to come home. I didn't say anything..because I didn't know when I was coming home. I told him that I didn't know..and that maybe I wouldn't come home. He wasn't to happy about that idea...me not coming home. I don't know what I want right now. It's just all so confusing.
So then I asked him about the fight with Odd..though I hated to bring it up. I didn't know what he would do. Yell..just walk away..But he didn't do either. He told me he was worried about Odd. And that he should go find him soon. I wanted to help him find Odd. But he insisted that I didn't.
Then we walked back to the gates outside of the school. And I did something I NEVER thought I would do..EVER. I kissed him. On the cheek. I was just so..I don't know. I felt wanted..like not useless. So I kissed him and ran off..he wanted me to stay with him in his dorm. But I didn't want to. I'm not worth it.
New topic. I saw Aelita's LJ entry for today. Saying that she feels pulsations. I don't know if I should go back..or find Odd and both of us go back. I mean..I think Ulrich is capable of fighting XANA's stupid monsters and everything..I just think he might need some help. Seeing how he would be single-handing this mission. So..I've decided to come home. AFTER I go and find Odd.
I'm worried about Odd. He isn't his happy, cheery self anymore. And..that only happens when something REALLY bad has happened. Him and Ulrich have never fought this long..well...since I've known them. So I'm hoping this fight ends soon..
Well..I'm going to go now. Odd..if you're reading this..Please meet me SOMEWHERE. Ok?