Can't sleep

Feb 23, 2005 01:48

I-I-I just can't sleep tonight. Knowing in the morning I may not loving parents to wake up to...it just scares me. If they do get a divorce, I'd have to move...I couldn't deal with that. No..never.

I've been depressed lately. Yes. Most of you have seen a tad bit of change in me. Two of my best friend's are fighting/arguing. My parent's are arguing. Man, life is just one big train reck.

I mean, guys, V-day was HOW many days ago? 8? 9? I'm not in the mood for math. Jeremie can correct me on that later. Ulrich, yea Odd did barge on us. Not his fault. Not ours either. But don't rag on him. He had a bad V-day as it is. He doesn't need the rest of his days going bad too.

Well, I have no comment on Odd's actions. I think Odd didn't do anything wrong. Nor do I think Ulrich did something. Guys, I'm just kind of ticked ok? I mean, I don't need two fights going on at once. So, don't drag me in on this one. That stuff up there, is just the cold, hard facts of what I saw happen.

Anyway, yes. My parents are STILL fighting. God...GAY GAY GAY!!! Another reason why I can't sleep. Yelling. Yelling is messed up. Only yell if it is FUCKING NECESSARY! Jesus....I might just run away. Bring my laptop with me. Don't know where I'd run to.

Well---.....-__-......JESUS FRIGGIN CHRIST. ANOTHER THING BROKE. IN MY ROOM. MINE. I got a few bruises today. I was trying to leave like Ulrich told me to..well...'encouraged' me to. Few bruises and cuts. Nothing big.

What if I move? I'll never see the guys again...man. That's just NOT cool.

But seriously Odd and Ulrich, your fight. Man...NO COMMENT
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