everyone can look at this i guess...

[super_nuclear]

*sigh* Well, yea. I have this feeling. I really weird feeling. Like, a depressing, confused, alone feeling. And it's not all that much fun feeling like this.

I hope Ulrich doesn't think I'm mad at him. Cuz I'm definatly not mad. I'm the total opposite of mad. I'm all the things above. I'm depressed, confused, alone....*sigh*

:::I wish I can turn back time.
Un-say the things I said.
Undo the things I did.
I never meant for it to be this way.
I never meant to hurt you.
My love for you is undying.
I wish you could only see,
That you and I, are meant to be.:::

One of my poems I wrote. Yes, I know. It's horrible. It's the way I'm feeling right now. So, yea. I am feeling horrible. I feel horrible about all the things I've done.

Well, I didn't go to school today. I wouldn't be able to bear seeing all the shit I've cause in action. I don't think I'm going to school next week. Well, that is if everything is all..better..again. Life is so damn.....ugh. Life is hurtful. Life is painful. Life is a FREAKIN PAIN IN THE ASS! -_-

Well, I'm bored. So..I don't know what I'm going to go do. But I'm going to do something other than this.

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- Yumi