baby i'm amazed by you
i'm bored, and its only 9:30 am and i cant sleep. so i'm gonna write in this for a bit....
nothin new really happened, cept today is my bday and i turned the big 1-7. its exciting, i mean your not JUST 16, your 17...and it just sounds a hell of a lot better.
but i've been spendin a lotta time with my baby, well as much as i can, and i'm working more cuz its the busy season and i need money for christmas presents. thursday my grandma, older bro and his fiance came over to celebrate my bday as i'm busy till god knows when, and i even got to open my gifts early. i got an xbox from my dad, which really surprised me cuz its just something he doesnt do, and i got a gas card from my bro and his fiance. good thing too cuz i need gas. then last night i worked till about 11:30 and a lotta ppl are pissed at me now cuz i took today, AND new years eve off. tough shit. pay me more and i'll consider working my life away. so i got home last night, and was completely blown away...by the best thing anybody has ever done for me, and i was totally surprised cuz i just didnt think it would happen. Ashley came to my house when nobody was home, decorated my room, and when i opened my door, my floor was covered in balloons and it looked sweet.
i'm just so fricken lucky to have her in my life, i think about what it would be w/o her, or if i was with somebody else and i cant bare to think of that. cuz i wouldnt be nearly as happy as i am now. she doesnt know how beautiful she is, how special she is, how amazing she will always be, or how much i really appreciate and love her for being her. and how i can easily be myself around her. its the best feeling in the world, and a feeling i most likely will never feel when i'm with somebody else.
but she txted me at exactly midnight, and at like 12:05 kaushi called, and then laura called to wish me a happy bday, so that meant a lot to me too. oh and my best friend was the only one to say something at school. thanks sara! that made me smile when i was havin a bad day...that was very special, and dont worry, always safety first ;)
well today i'm going to ashleys holiday party for her dance studio and i dunno after that. tomorrow its hooters with the family. but thats it for now.
nothin new really happened, cept today is my bday and i turned the big 1-7. its exciting, i mean your not JUST 16, your 17...and it just sounds a hell of a lot better.
but i've been spendin a lotta time with my baby, well as much as i can, and i'm working more cuz its the busy season and i need money for christmas presents. thursday my grandma, older bro and his fiance came over to celebrate my bday as i'm busy till god knows when, and i even got to open my gifts early. i got an xbox from my dad, which really surprised me cuz its just something he doesnt do, and i got a gas card from my bro and his fiance. good thing too cuz i need gas. then last night i worked till about 11:30 and a lotta ppl are pissed at me now cuz i took today, AND new years eve off. tough shit. pay me more and i'll consider working my life away. so i got home last night, and was completely blown away...by the best thing anybody has ever done for me, and i was totally surprised cuz i just didnt think it would happen. Ashley came to my house when nobody was home, decorated my room, and when i opened my door, my floor was covered in balloons and it looked sweet.
i'm just so fricken lucky to have her in my life, i think about what it would be w/o her, or if i was with somebody else and i cant bare to think of that. cuz i wouldnt be nearly as happy as i am now. she doesnt know how beautiful she is, how special she is, how amazing she will always be, or how much i really appreciate and love her for being her. and how i can easily be myself around her. its the best feeling in the world, and a feeling i most likely will never feel when i'm with somebody else.
but she txted me at exactly midnight, and at like 12:05 kaushi called, and then laura called to wish me a happy bday, so that meant a lot to me too. oh and my best friend was the only one to say something at school. thanks sara! that made me smile when i was havin a bad day...that was very special, and dont worry, always safety first ;)
well today i'm going to ashleys holiday party for her dance studio and i dunno after that. tomorrow its hooters with the family. but thats it for now.