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I went to meeting today.
I found a Quaker house in Blauvelt.
So that was cool, but it made me think alot.
I don't understand how a father could completely forget his children. My father doesn't even care. I don't even know if he remembers me or even my name. Does he know when my birthday is? Does he know I'm graduating this year and going off to college? And if he does know... why doesn't he care. Why haven't I gotten a birthday card or even a christmas card? for over 12 years, why hasn't he shown any effort in trying to keep in touch. How can anyone have a child and forget about them. I don't understand. And for some reason it made me cry today. Because my father simply doesn't care about me. Granted I have a step father who doesn't beat me, supplies a roof over my head, and food to eat, for some reason it doesn't fill that empty space.
I got into a car accident today in front of Woodbury Commons. And it was scary as hell. I honestly thought I was going to die, or lose my 3 bestfriends. So I don't have my car, and probably won't for awhile.
Great way to end the summer.
I found a Quaker house in Blauvelt.
So that was cool, but it made me think alot.
I don't understand how a father could completely forget his children. My father doesn't even care. I don't even know if he remembers me or even my name. Does he know when my birthday is? Does he know I'm graduating this year and going off to college? And if he does know... why doesn't he care. Why haven't I gotten a birthday card or even a christmas card? for over 12 years, why hasn't he shown any effort in trying to keep in touch. How can anyone have a child and forget about them. I don't understand. And for some reason it made me cry today. Because my father simply doesn't care about me. Granted I have a step father who doesn't beat me, supplies a roof over my head, and food to eat, for some reason it doesn't fill that empty space.
I got into a car accident today in front of Woodbury Commons. And it was scary as hell. I honestly thought I was going to die, or lose my 3 bestfriends. So I don't have my car, and probably won't for awhile.
Great way to end the summer.