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[super_loser56]

i feel like an insenitive bitch

john fedele's mom died

i met her too, at forenzics in 8th grade. she was very nice. its like when ashli's dad died. i didnt know him that well, and then that one april morning, he died. ashli says that at least he got to see the sunshine that day. i hope mrs. fedele saw the sunshine, so that she can rest peacefully, knowing that the world is not a cold, cruel place. but for the rest of us, it is.

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

sometimes its hard to understand, but there is a reason for everything.
i feel guilty for not trying harder to get along with john. i hope he understands.

rip amf