freaking out...and not in a good way
I am so freaking out right now....i'm shaking. i went to bed early tonight...early for me atlesat with the fact that i think i'm getting sick...so anyways...not 15 minutes after I lay down and am getting all situated to sleep....I hear my mother come in. Wonder why? she just told me that my grandpa thinks he is having a heart attack...so now I'm wide awake obviously as her and my dad rush out the door to meet hte ambulance at his house and i'm here "with the dog" waitingby the phone....I can't think straight. usually we get these calls because something is wrong with my grandmother...rarely is it my grandfather, hell never is it my granfather. when i was like 5 she fell down the stairs and broke her leg real bad...summer into 7th grade, it was my grandmother who had a heart attack,then one night senior yearish of highschool i think she fell in their bedroom but wouldn't get up for hours...finally she did, summer into college i think it was she broke her hip...then about 8 months ago she broke her arm when she fell on the escalator at the mall, then it was the surgery for arm..then the blood clot from the surgery on her arm...top it all off with her alzheimers...scary! i don't know what we will do if something happens to my grandpa...ok..i'm gonna go freak out somewhere else now...