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[super_elsbian]

Yeah, I've pretty much retired this lj. Like I said earlier, I don't plan on deleting it, just don't want to use it anymore for a lot of reasons.

TO freeko: when you say I have a tendency to "piss people off," by "people," you mean yourself, right? I doubt you have spoken to the other people on my friends list to come to this conclusion, so I don'

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[freeko]

Yeah I did it to kick you when you were down. I should have not taken a cheap shot but I did. I should not have done it, but I did. I fell down and I let my anger get the best of me. I am fucking human! I am truly sorry but whats done is done. But It was wrong for me to do so.

Ageist and Snobby? Far from it. I have a lot friends that are your age and I find them to be intelligent and I am continually amazed by how awesome they are. You really don't know me, but anything that you might percieve as ageist may come from the fact that being 38 and working at my job and being called "Old School" and hearing about how over the hill I am? well the amusement wears off after awhile. But you got all defensive when I said I was not going to see Spiderman 3. Most of my friends got the joke, but I guess you did not. Then you got all huffy about it and then dropped me as a friend and now 2 months later give me a justification. It is okay if you disagree with me. My friends who love Harry Potter still love me even though I don't get big fuss over it.

I am far from cultured, If I were cultured? I would not be anticipating the new Simpsons movie? or listen to Howard Stern on Sirius. Nor would I enjoy country music either or King of The Hill. Hardly elitist. Navel Gazing? Introspective, Yes! I am a work in progress and I view life as a learning process and I am always learning something new

And yes I do seek out something deeper in music, film and literature. As well as my interactions with others.

As for your severe depression and rebuilidng your life? Good Luck as someone who has dealt with depression? I know it is a tough one. What you do have going for you is that you are young and you can build a new life. It is a little tougher when you get to be older.