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I said something very nasty earlier today about Kaitlyn's boyfriend and immediately I wished I could take it back.
I insinuated that I needed his permission to talk to Kaitlyn. I never meant to imply that he was not a good guy, because he is. I ust meant that I felt like sometimes the fact that he doesn't like me much is an obstacle to Kaitlyn's and my friendship.
But regardless, it wasn't right and I feel absolutely SICK at the thought of what I said. She needs to know I am sincerely sorry. She won't answer my msn's or phone calls (she is watching tv and relaxing- poor girl had a rough morning). I don't know whether she is just taking some time to relax, whether she is a little mad and needs a little bit of time away, or whether she wants me permanently out of her life.
I am sick at what I said to her, and I am paying dearly for it as it is :(. I will never say anything nasty like that about him again, either to her or to myself or anyone else- I want everyone who reads this to hold me to that, although you won't have to because it won't happen.
I know this might be better private, but I want everyone who can see this to know that I am extremely sorry; not only for myself but for hurting you, because you did not deserve that after the shitty morning you had. I am going to try and see if I can get an earlier appointment- I relaly need to get on track with this getting better thing.
I insinuated that I needed his permission to talk to Kaitlyn. I never meant to imply that he was not a good guy, because he is. I ust meant that I felt like sometimes the fact that he doesn't like me much is an obstacle to Kaitlyn's and my friendship.
But regardless, it wasn't right and I feel absolutely SICK at the thought of what I said. She needs to know I am sincerely sorry. She won't answer my msn's or phone calls (she is watching tv and relaxing- poor girl had a rough morning). I don't know whether she is just taking some time to relax, whether she is a little mad and needs a little bit of time away, or whether she wants me permanently out of her life.
I am sick at what I said to her, and I am paying dearly for it as it is :(. I will never say anything nasty like that about him again, either to her or to myself or anyone else- I want everyone who reads this to hold me to that, although you won't have to because it won't happen.
I know this might be better private, but I want everyone who can see this to know that I am extremely sorry; not only for myself but for hurting you, because you did not deserve that after the shitty morning you had. I am going to try and see if I can get an earlier appointment- I relaly need to get on track with this getting better thing.