I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF!!! I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!
I REALLY HAD A BAD FUCKING DAY AT WORK YESTERDAY, THE WHOLE DAMN DAY!! I'M SOOOO DAMN PISSED OFF! BECAUSE EARLY IN THE MORNING, THE FUCKING HR OFFICER KEPT BUGGING ME ON THE TIME THAT I SHOULD LEAVE THE ANNUAL DINNER. FUCK LAH, SHE HAVE NO COMMITMENT THEN 1 TALK SOO MUCH..THE OTHER DAY, PRETEND TO BE SO UNDERSTANDING.." OH YOU CAN LEAVE EARLY. YOU CAN TELL YVONNE (DIRECTOR) YOU GOT SOMETHING ON AND YOU CAN LEAVE".... WHAAAAT DE FUCK! ALL THESE BULLSHIT..AND EARLY COME TO ME AND TELL ME U CAN LEAVE AT ONLY 9.30PM.SO I TOLD HER THAT I NEED TO BUY MY SON'S NEEDS.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE TOLD ME? "WHY YOU NEVER GO AND BUY AT THE NTUC HERE, IT'S EASIER."
IS HER BRAIN REALLY AT HER FUCKING ASS??? THEN WHAT??? I HAVE TO DRAG ALL THOSE STUFF TO THE ANNUAL DINNER ISIT AND TELL THE WHOLE OFFICE I HAVE A SON??? HER BRAIN REALLY DAMN CHAO SIA! WHAT D FUCK MAN! I DON'T WANT TO BE RUDE SO I JUST KEPT QUIET, BUT I VERY WELL KNOW WHAT I'M POTENTIAL IN DOING BUT I JUST DON'T WANT TO PURSUE IT FURTHER. SO I TOLD HER THAT, NEVERMIND LA..AFTER THE DINNER I WILL TAKE A TAXI HOME TO GET ALL MY THINGS DONE AND EVEN TOLD ME "EH,YOU DON'T WASTE MONEY LA.NOW TAXI NOT CHEAP OK.SAVE YOUR MONEY." THEN WHAT, IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO MY FAMILY ALSO, SHE WANTS TO BE RESPINSIBLE ISIT??? SHE VERY WELL KNOWS THAT I HABE LOUSY MAID WHO CAN'T EVEN BE TRUSTED. WHAT THE HELL! THEN LATER IN THE EVENING SHE CALLED MY BOSS TO ASK ME TO COME OUT TO MEET HER TO HELP HER TO BUY ORANGES.WHAT THE FUCK!???!! I'M NOT BEING CALCULATIVE BUT WHY OF ALL OTHER STAFF, SHE CHOSE ME? ISIT BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY FUCKING MALAY??
SHE'S DAMN CHAO SIA!! PRETEND TO BE A GOODY2SHOES INFRONT OF OTHERS. FANCY NAMING YOURSELF A "SENIOR HR OFFICER" WHAT THE FUCK!! OK...WHAT HAPPEN NEXT WAS, THERE WAS A BRIEFING BEFORE WE ALL WILL LEAVE FOR THE DINNER AT ROYAL PLAZA ON SCOTTS, CAROUSEL. SO WE ALL RUSH AND WENT DOWN TOGETHER, BUT I FORGOT SOMETHING. SO I TOLD MY BOSS THAT I WILL BE MAKING MY WAY UP TO THE OFFICE AGAIN TO GET THE THINGS. SOOO...I RUSHED LIKE HELL NOBODY'S BUSINESS! I CAN BET OK, IT ALL TOOK ONLY LESS THAN 5 FUCKING MINUTES. WHEN I REACH BACK AT THE GROUND FLOOR, NO EVEN 1 FUCKING SOUL OR ANIMAL WAS THERE AND I SAW THE VAN DRIVING AWAY. I'M WEARING HEELS, SO I CAN'T BE CHASING AFTER THE FUCKING VAN. EVEN AN IDIOT WHO WEARS SLIPPERS OR RUNNING SHOES WON'T BE ABLE TO CHASE THE VAN.WHAT THE FUCK! HOW CAN THEY FORGET ME???? IN THE ACCOUNTS DEPARTMENT YESTERDAY WAS ONLY THE PART-TIMER, MY BOSS AND I. HOW CAN SHE SIMPLY FORGET ME??? THE CONCLUSION IS THAT MY PRESENCE IS NOT EVEN LEAST IMPORTANT! SO I CALLED MY MUM TO TELL HER THAT I WAS LEFT BEHIND. AND SHE WAS DAMN ANGRY. NEXT WAS THAT I SMS MY BOSS " WAH YOU ALL LEAVE ME BEHIND. NVM, ENJOY YOUR FOOD. THANKS!" SO I WAITED FOR THE REPLY FOR ABOUT 30 MINS. YET I GOT NOTHING AND THERE ISN'T ANY TAXI ALSO! SO I MAKE MY WAY TO MY MUM'S PLACE.WHEN I WAS REACHING THERE, CALLS AND SMSs START TO COME IN. PERSUADING ME TO COME. THE HR BITCH KEP TELLING ME " EH, YOU PROMISED ME ALREADY YOU KNOW, HOW CAN YOU NOT COME DOWN??" AND A WHILE MORE STILL CAN TELL ME, " I CALLED YOU BACK LATER WE GO AND TAKE PICTURE FIRST K." SEE??? MEANS THEY ARE EVEN OKAY AND HAPPY THAT I'M NOT AROUND AND IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TO THEM. BUT I HAVE ALREADY MADE UP MY MIND THAT I'M NEVER COMING EVENTHOUGH I'M NEARBY. I DON'T WANT TO THINK THAT I CAN AND ALWAYS TAKE IN PERSUATIONS AND I'M SULKING OR SOMETHING. NO WAY!!!! I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO WAIT FOR ME AS IF I'M SOME V.I.P ALSO, I NEVER WANT TO BE A LAUGHING STOCK. I MET MY MUM, AND WE BOTH WERE EXCHANGING STORIES OF OUR BAD DAY AT WORK. HAIZ...
NOW,TODAY..WHEN I CAME IN TO WORK..THE SALES MANAGER HAD NEVER SAID GOOD MORNING TO ME BEFORE, BUT TODAY SHE DID, WITH A WEIRD SMILE ON HER FACE. SO I ACT LIKE NOTHING AS EVER HAPPEN LA.
BUT SOME O F THEM WHO SAW ME, SAID SORRY. BUT MY BOSS AND THE FUCKING HR BITCH DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. SO I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. THEN, THERE WAS A CALL FOR SIEW, THE ACCOUNTS PAYABLE, BUT SHE WAS ONLEAVE, SO I ANSWERED THE CALL FOR HER AND IT WAS JOSEPHINE. I TOLD HER THAT SIEW WASN'T IN AND WILL ONLY BE BACK TOMORROW. NEXT, SHE TOLD ME, " EH YESTERDAY YOU WENT MISSING AH! I SAW YOU RUN BACK AND HIDE. THEN SAY WE ALL LEFT YOU BEHIND." I WAS SO DAMN PISSED LAH ON HEARING THAT. WHAT THE FUCK SO I TOLD HER OFF THAT YOU WANT ME TO FUCKING SWEAR YOU ISIT? THEN SHE JUST LAUGHED OFF AND WE ENDED THE CONVERSATION. OH MY GOD.. HOW CAN THESE FUCKING PEOPLE SAY SUCH A THING??? I'M TRYING TO FORGET THIS SHIT AND YET THERE ARE STILL PEOPLE COMING UP TO ME AND TALK FUCKING NONSENSE!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!