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My cousin Ashley wants me to be a bridesmaid in her wedding.
I'm kind of torn about this because I normally don't see her more than once a year and it feels like I'm sort of a stand in to make it even. On the other hand, she's family. We used to be pretty close as kids, and her boyfriend/fiance is pretty awesome.
Her mom is always trying to get us together. And while we've had fun before, it always seemed like her mom wanted us to be bff when she didn't really care. She had her own life and, at the time, I didn't.
I don't know. I think it'd be great if we could hang out...I think we're both at a similar point in our lives that we could probably find a lot in common. But at the same time, I don't want to feel like we're being forced to be friends or to hang out together.
I'm just confused. I already pretty much agreed to it, so I can't back out. I just hope it doesn't end badly.
I'm kind of torn about this because I normally don't see her more than once a year and it feels like I'm sort of a stand in to make it even. On the other hand, she's family. We used to be pretty close as kids, and her boyfriend/fiance is pretty awesome.
Her mom is always trying to get us together. And while we've had fun before, it always seemed like her mom wanted us to be bff when she didn't really care. She had her own life and, at the time, I didn't.
I don't know. I think it'd be great if we could hang out...I think we're both at a similar point in our lives that we could probably find a lot in common. But at the same time, I don't want to feel like we're being forced to be friends or to hang out together.
I'm just confused. I already pretty much agreed to it, so I can't back out. I just hope it doesn't end badly.