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ive come to the conclusion in seriously the most non-emo way possible that
LIFE IS HARD and crazy and intense and confusing and frustrating and insane and painful and beautiful and amazing and breathtaking and freakin incredible all at the same time.
i dont understand it. i used to think i had it all figured out. now i laugh at myself for that. i guess everything isnt supposed to be all figured out, can't control life. i am having a brain fart as to who said it first but "life happens while you're making other plans".
ive had to come to terms with the fact that i cant fix everyone and everything to be how i wish it was in my little control freak dream land.
im learning along the way. boy am i learning.
when you're younger you think you know everything. i swear the older i get the more i realize that i don't know. and maybe thats ok, maybe thats how its supposed to be. life has to be hard and painful so that when it switches to breathtaking and beautiful you'll really feel it, and capture every single second of it.
in other news... i get to die in a real UCI show... macbeth! my child and i get murdered on stage...i know its pretty sweet. getting to die on stage? come on, thats a milestone for an actor. yeahhhhhh!!!! but that also means i will be chillin in irvine for spring break sad/happy. missing home a lot although im loving it here. once again with the paralells of life.
lovelovelove
byyyyyye for now i need to keep studying for finals..........arg
LIFE IS HARD and crazy and intense and confusing and frustrating and insane and painful and beautiful and amazing and breathtaking and freakin incredible all at the same time.
i dont understand it. i used to think i had it all figured out. now i laugh at myself for that. i guess everything isnt supposed to be all figured out, can't control life. i am having a brain fart as to who said it first but "life happens while you're making other plans".
ive had to come to terms with the fact that i cant fix everyone and everything to be how i wish it was in my little control freak dream land.
im learning along the way. boy am i learning.
when you're younger you think you know everything. i swear the older i get the more i realize that i don't know. and maybe thats ok, maybe thats how its supposed to be. life has to be hard and painful so that when it switches to breathtaking and beautiful you'll really feel it, and capture every single second of it.
in other news... i get to die in a real UCI show... macbeth! my child and i get murdered on stage...i know its pretty sweet. getting to die on stage? come on, thats a milestone for an actor. yeahhhhhh!!!! but that also means i will be chillin in irvine for spring break sad/happy. missing home a lot although im loving it here. once again with the paralells of life.
lovelovelove
byyyyyye for now i need to keep studying for finals..........arg