news from the vine .. IRvine that is!
it's a constant dilema.. relationship or career???? it's getting difficult to have both. ok this is over dramatic considering i dont even have a career yet. and dont get me wrong my relationship means THE WORLD to me. yet it just feels like i have no time to be a play or audition for anything cuz i need to have a job ontop of school work to get money for the next plane ticket. or i already have a ticket that interferes w/ performance dates where ill be gone. i feel like even though i go to drama class everyday im losing touch with my goals.
but then it would kill me way more to not be with the person i love. hurts more and more all the time.
theres just a ton of sacrifices being made right now, many not being involved with my relationship but just with shit in life.
this isnt meant to be emo. i LOVE it down here, im learning so much, im out in the world. its better than i could have expected.
yet im just having issues making priorities right now..CUZ I HAVE TOO MANY!
but then it would kill me way more to not be with the person i love. hurts more and more all the time.
theres just a ton of sacrifices being made right now, many not being involved with my relationship but just with shit in life.
this isnt meant to be emo. i LOVE it down here, im learning so much, im out in the world. its better than i could have expected.
yet im just having issues making priorities right now..CUZ I HAVE TOO MANY!