Christmas is not always merry.

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I'm not a lournal writer anymore, I'm usualy too busy to even check emails save for once a month or less. But incase anyone I do keep contact with and havn't over the holiday is wondering, Gina's mom past away sudenly on the 23rd and the difficulty of her loss as been awesome. Betty was a wonderful person and loving mother. Her daughters are as much like her as they are different from eachother, those of you who know or met Cozie know what that might mean. I care for this mother o my love as well from the moment I met her I don't know how many years ago now she has been a powerful positive force in my life and tried her best to fill the gap of mother I lack due to living so far from my own. Their father said to them on christmas that a part of them all died with her. Weather or not he included me on this well put statement, a part of me has died as well. Betty past suddenly and the hearts of her loved ones broke and Christmas is now a twinkling reminder of what happend to their family, but in time they will also be filled with a comfort of the good in their mom/spouse, She donated her organs apone her passing and I take a great joy in knowing someone elses father, mother, sister, brother, uncle, aunt, cousin, or grandparent was given life that day because of Betty's undaugnting giving spirit.
If your loved one's are still with you, call them and remind them you love them and will always love them here and after.
If you are a friend of ours and havn't heard or talked to us, call Gina and let her know your thoughts are with her and her family. I think it can help her gain some strength of heart. If you know us then you have our number.
So goodday to all, I hope your Christmas, Chanaka, or whatever you had was good, and that your new year is also very happy.
Johnny Casino