May 03, 2006 03:34
monday was the last day of classes and well, its the end, two papers and a final won't break me. but i feel that there are a few things on my chest that i just want to get off...not that they'll mean anything to you, if they do, well that's how i feel and i don't care enough to talk to you about it; instead i chose to write about it online. boo to you too.
1. i won't remember most of the women i got to know in my 4 years at Agnes. i don't feel bad, its just that i don't care enough to worry about. and we both know that we weren't that close, sorry. BUT i do know that some of you (even those that i'm not that close with) will be amazing leaders, courageous whistle-blowers, nurturing mothers, proud and loving fathers ;), while others will be unbelievable liars, backstabbers, hypocrites, homewreakers, and maybe two of you will actualize to your full sociopathic selves.
2. i am exactly the person you think i am. there is no hiding or bullshitting. everything i have ever said to you is the truth, nice or bad. no more no less.
3. going back to number one and hitting on number two. i cherish every interaction that i've had with you all. You have taught me some very important things about myself. no other experience could have taught me the things you have. positive or negative, thanks. i will never forget you for it either.
4. i'm a cancer, i never forget. therefore, if we have had some form of falling out, i don't like you. i'm being civil because it's not nice to puch people in the mouth when you see them.
That's all that i can think of right now.
p.s.
Morehouse men are interesting. I met quite a few this evening. One was asexual, while another asked me if he could bite me; at least he asked, right?