*Tumbleweed in the fence*
Hello, out there
I haven't been on here for so long I've forgotten how to properly interact with people on LJ. I've forgotten how to fangirl :(
I do read though. I'm loving the Avengers Assemble fanfic, for the hotness, the snark, the bromance and potential angst (the salt and pepper of all my fandoms) but also for the ethical non-monogamy and radical feminist consensual approach to sex. I don't know why I've found so many (amazeballs) polyamorous avengers assemble fic (I'm all over Tony/Bruce/Pepper) and so many fics with a really healthy sex-positive, consent awesome filled sex scenes. Is that because of how they assembled, kicked arse and respected each other by the end of the film? Do the ethics and politics of the creators of the films we love bleed in to the fandom? Questions, questions.
Also, I am extremely attracted to Mark Ruffalo. I could, and would, for hours on end. You needed to know this, obviously.
Oh, and I turned 24 a couple of weeks ago. My birthday was awesome. It was the only just dry day during the jubilee, and I had my best friend, my long term partner and girlfriend in the same place. It's beyond epic. I was so happy, I just felt completely joined up. I treasure that day and hope to repeat it in the future.
I'm also doing weekly group therapy, which is interesting and surreal. I'm also at my new job, organising a massive community festival for the Olympics and it's taken up my life even more than my old job. This is my summer all tied up...
Miss you all so much. Miss my online world so much. It makes me worry. I worry that when my job finishes (it's a six month contract, thanks goodness. Get a part time job next time for the love of Tardis, please??) and I come back to fandom, it won't be there, and neither will the friends I've made in this wonderland. I'm being paranoid, but I think I'm also just sad I'm not instinctual on Lj anymore.
**sign off**
I haven't been on here for so long I've forgotten how to properly interact with people on LJ. I've forgotten how to fangirl :(
I do read though. I'm loving the Avengers Assemble fanfic, for the hotness, the snark, the bromance and potential angst (the salt and pepper of all my fandoms) but also for the ethical non-monogamy and radical feminist consensual approach to sex. I don't know why I've found so many (amazeballs) polyamorous avengers assemble fic (I'm all over Tony/Bruce/Pepper) and so many fics with a really healthy sex-positive, consent awesome filled sex scenes. Is that because of how they assembled, kicked arse and respected each other by the end of the film? Do the ethics and politics of the creators of the films we love bleed in to the fandom? Questions, questions.
Also, I am extremely attracted to Mark Ruffalo. I could, and would, for hours on end. You needed to know this, obviously.
Oh, and I turned 24 a couple of weeks ago. My birthday was awesome. It was the only just dry day during the jubilee, and I had my best friend, my long term partner and girlfriend in the same place. It's beyond epic. I was so happy, I just felt completely joined up. I treasure that day and hope to repeat it in the future.
I'm also doing weekly group therapy, which is interesting and surreal. I'm also at my new job, organising a massive community festival for the Olympics and it's taken up my life even more than my old job. This is my summer all tied up...
Miss you all so much. Miss my online world so much. It makes me worry. I worry that when my job finishes (it's a six month contract, thanks goodness. Get a part time job next time for the love of Tardis, please??) and I come back to fandom, it won't be there, and neither will the friends I've made in this wonderland. I'm being paranoid, but I think I'm also just sad I'm not instinctual on Lj anymore.
**sign off**