My head hurts so much; I think I'm having a metacrisis
I'm definitely way overtired today. I had to write a big email trying to get schools to have test our new education resource and ending up wriing a completely different email. It took me 15 minutes to realise that. I left the workplace 4 hours ago and work is still on my mind. I know its the madness of this month, but it's wearing me thin. I know I'm falling behind with the big evening next Thursday (sorting out how the room is going to look, checking for the wine, finding 15 yoga mats, sorting out a technician).
But now there's the aforementioned schools thing - if I don't get a group very soon then that pushes back the resource publishing date. And then there's the admin stuff (credit card, statistics, booking independent visits, managing the education studio, writing up two sets of meeting minutes, data cleaning). My head is still not in the optimum place and I just can't organise myself.
My job is to juggle 3, 4 projects at once, keeping up the admin and being supportive to my team. And I'm not doing a good job at the moment.
Sorry, this is a full fat rant, fail. Tomorrow is another day, but not in the office. It's a staff trip to Margate to visit Turner Contemporary, should be fun, at least my work mates are cool. And after that I'm seeing _faeriequeen to watch Hanna at the Tricylce theatre with a Q&A afterwards with Joe Cornish (I should probably check that). Day after that may be one of the most stressful working days of my life. We shall see.
For now I try to calm myself with tinned mackerel (flavoured with soy sauce, chilli, olive oil and black pepper) and some camomile tea. Porn reading shall follow :)
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But now there's the aforementioned schools thing - if I don't get a group very soon then that pushes back the resource publishing date. And then there's the admin stuff (credit card, statistics, booking independent visits, managing the education studio, writing up two sets of meeting minutes, data cleaning). My head is still not in the optimum place and I just can't organise myself.
My job is to juggle 3, 4 projects at once, keeping up the admin and being supportive to my team. And I'm not doing a good job at the moment.
Sorry, this is a full fat rant, fail. Tomorrow is another day, but not in the office. It's a staff trip to Margate to visit Turner Contemporary, should be fun, at least my work mates are cool. And after that I'm seeing _faeriequeen to watch Hanna at the Tricylce theatre with a Q&A afterwards with Joe Cornish (I should probably check that). Day after that may be one of the most stressful working days of my life. We shall see.
For now I try to calm myself with tinned mackerel (flavoured with soy sauce, chilli, olive oil and black pepper) and some camomile tea. Porn reading shall follow :)
xx