Sleeping...
I've been having some really bad dreams lately. When I first wake up I don't really remember them, I just remember waking up in the middle of the night terrified, but as the morning goes on I start to remember a little bit. This has happened for two days now and it's really bothering me. Last night I dreamt...
#1 Chad, Josh, and I were being chased by two gang members. Chad got shot, and I hid Josh in some bushes and tried to hide myself. They found me and took me and slashed and raped me. I had to commit suicide when the attacker left the room so I wasn't in anymore pain and so he didn't kill me himself, but I didn't actually commit suicide because I couldn't figure out how. I was looking at the razor and asking myself how much it was actually going to hurt.
#2 There were alien gremlins loose in this mall, or hotel, that my mom worked in and I had to try to get her purse and my purse out of the lockers on the seventh floor, but that was the floor that the gremlins were set loose on. Then I found out that my mom was the one who set them out there. And I was stuck there because they shut off the elevators and locked the stairs in an attempt to keep the gremlins isolated.
#3 There was a tornado coming and everyone was outside. So we rushed to the house, but it was locked. The tornado was huge, but I couldn't unlock the door. I was unlocking a kids mouth really... He had a deadbolt inside his mouth and as I was trying to unlock it I was thinking that this couldn't be right, but that it had to be. So I just kept twisting the key back and forth as the winds picked up.
Man, last night I just kept waking up shaking and of course me being me, I was trying to be brave so even though I wanted Greg to hold me I just laid there and reminded myself that it was all a dream. Man, I thought bad dreams stopped when you were like 6.
#1 Chad, Josh, and I were being chased by two gang members. Chad got shot, and I hid Josh in some bushes and tried to hide myself. They found me and took me and slashed and raped me. I had to commit suicide when the attacker left the room so I wasn't in anymore pain and so he didn't kill me himself, but I didn't actually commit suicide because I couldn't figure out how. I was looking at the razor and asking myself how much it was actually going to hurt.
#2 There were alien gremlins loose in this mall, or hotel, that my mom worked in and I had to try to get her purse and my purse out of the lockers on the seventh floor, but that was the floor that the gremlins were set loose on. Then I found out that my mom was the one who set them out there. And I was stuck there because they shut off the elevators and locked the stairs in an attempt to keep the gremlins isolated.
#3 There was a tornado coming and everyone was outside. So we rushed to the house, but it was locked. The tornado was huge, but I couldn't unlock the door. I was unlocking a kids mouth really... He had a deadbolt inside his mouth and as I was trying to unlock it I was thinking that this couldn't be right, but that it had to be. So I just kept twisting the key back and forth as the winds picked up.
Man, last night I just kept waking up shaking and of course me being me, I was trying to be brave so even though I wanted Greg to hold me I just laid there and reminded myself that it was all a dream. Man, I thought bad dreams stopped when you were like 6.